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~5.20~

Laurie had always had an active imagination as a youngster. She’d believed in Santa Claus for a few years longer than most of the children she shared classes with, because she’d never questioned the impossibilities. Her mind had been quite agile enough to deal with the utter contradictions posed by such a being’s existence.

When a book… even the most ridiculous children’s book… presented itself as a story that had really truly happened, she had always been willing to take it at is word.

Even when it didn’t, young Laurie had tended to suspect that maybe it had really happened somewhere, at some time.

She’d believed in monsters, too. Under the bed. Inside the closet. Under porches, after one Halloween prank from her brother. Even knowing his hand had grabbed her, she still believed there could be monsters.

That child had grown into a sucker… no other word for it… for urban legends and tall tales. Eventually, she’d come to accept that Bloody Mary wouldn’t come no matter what you did in front of a mirror in a dark room. She’d never tried it, if only because by the time she wasn’t terrified by the thought of doing so, she’d already resigned herself to the fact that it and all the other stories she’d heard and collected and breathlessly repeated were just that: stories.

She’d never grown out of her fascination with them, though, and in time she’d acquired a more mature taste. Parapsychology. It was a real thing. Colleges gave degrees for it. There were no ghosts dragging people down to hell, but there were hauntings. They’d been reported, studied, verified. There were unexplained phenomena. Nothing too big and obvious and flashy, of course, but that was probably what kept it unexplained.

Her mature fascination had led her to this, but now, standing out in the cold and paralyzed with fear and indecision, she wondered if she’d really grown up, or had she only painted a grown-up veneer over her childhood fears?

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~5.19~

What she was really afraid of, Laurie decided, was finality… no. She shied from that word. It echoed much the same as “dead end”. Not finality, but certainty. She didn’t know what was happening to her, or how much of it was her overwrought imagination, but if she called out for help she would find out.

Once she made that decision, all of the possibilities… even the impossible ones… would come tumbling down and one of them would fall into place. While the chances were good she would suffer nothing worse than embarrassment, there was still a chance that it would be something horrible.

Laurie recalled having read a book by a famous horror writer about writing horror. In it the author had espoused a theory… one she’d heard in other places, too… that whenever a movie builds up to something horrible being hidden behind a door, and then the door opens and you see something like a giant bug standing there, the scream you scream in response is tinged with relief because however horrible the monster bug might be you had been afraid it was something bigger, scarier, something infinitely worse.

That was a fine theory for horror movies, but the thought that had Laurie paralyzed in her grip was the possibility that whatever she’d find inside the building would be bigger and scarier and infinitely worse than anything she could imagine.

What could she imagine? That was part of the problem. Adulthood had robbed her of a working vocabulary for articulating her fears. Witches? Ghosts? Werewolves? These words lacked the resonance they needed to explain what she was afraid of. Laurie had read up on paranormal books and websites about contemporary hauntings. She had friends… people she knew online… who were practicing witches. One of her chat buddies insisted that he was a werewolf in spirit and she tried to respect that.

The internet age had conquered all manner of ghouls, leaving her with nothing to fear… and terrified of nothing.

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~5.18~

It was time to be methodical, Laurie decided. She couldn’t manage to keep calm, she may or may not have been edging slowly away from rationality, but if she could be methodical about what she was doing, that would as good as faking those other things. She headed back through the arched and lantern-lit passage towards the first courtyard… or the courtyard that was very much like the first one, except for not having an outlet onto the street. She looked around it very carefully, verifying that there was no outlet except the one that led to the long courtyard with the lighted fountain and the balcony with the open door. There wasn’t. She looked very carefully around that courtyard, making sure there wasn’t another arched passageway with lanterns and a grate on the ground and a puddle. There wasn’t. So far, so good.

Except there should have been, there had to be, because she’d walked from the first courtyard to this one…

She pushed that thought away. Either her situation was irrational, or she was. All she could do was stay methodical. There were only two exits from where she was: the one she’d checked, and the far end. The courtyard it opened into had two exits, too, which she had not yet fully explored. All she had to do was pick a method and stick with it, like… take every right turn she came to, until she came to a dead end.

Dead end, her mind shrieked. Dead and ended. Ended in death.

If she came to one, of course, it was a simple matter of backtracking.

That had been real simple so far.

And if all else failed, she’d call for help from the people inside the balcony door.

If she was allowed to find her way back to it.

Or at any other window or door she found that showed sins of life.

Signs of habitation were not necessarily signs of life.

She could always consider a different method.

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~5.17~

She was freaking herself out again, Laurie realized.

“This is stupid,” she said to herself… though very quietly, as she was mindful of the open door.

She was just stuck in a really poorly laid out subdivision, probably one that came about as a result of some haphazard rebuilding or something. Hadn’t she read all about the varied architectural heritage that made up Jericho? Hadn’t that been part of what caught her attention in the first place?

Except the point of that article had been that you could find things in Jericho that you’d expect to see in other cities spread across the globe. What cities had a bunch of backyards that shifted around and trapped you?

No, not trapped, she corrected herself. Not stuck. Not lost. Not trapped. Just temporarily misdirected. Because courtyards didn’t rearrange themselves, passages didn’t redirect themselves.

And little girls in striped socks didn’t just disappear?

That was the rub. She knew that one impossible thing had happened already, one thing that had no mundane explanation that she could see. If one impossible thing could happen, didn’t that mean it was possible that others could, too?

“This is stupid,” she whispered again. All she had to do was stop scaring herself, raise her voice, and ask for help. The worst that would happen is that the stupid tourist girl would get herself laughed at. That was all.

Unless she really was trapped in a shifting maze. Because who would she find living in a house that backed onto such a place? What kind of… person… would leave a door so invitingly open and a light on, providing such an obvious way out for someone stuck in a place that offered no other escape?

The really helpful kind, she thought, but she couldn’t make herself believe it, any more than she could make herself believe that she’d just gotten turned around or mistaken a passage.

She decided to just take one more look around for the way to the street.

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~5.16~

Don’t panic, don’t panic, don’t panic…

Laurie thought these words to herself frantically over and over again, before realizing that doing this was pretty much a recipe for panic, if not a concise definition of it.

I went the wrong way, she thought. I got turned around and again and stumbled into an almost identical courtyard that’s exactly like the first one except for not having an exit to the street.

Of course that attempt to be reasonable struck her as being completely and ridiculously unreasonable as soon as she’d finished it. It was already weird that there were so many otherwise enclosed courtyards opening onto each other when they were each different, each showing individual styles and touches… the idea that two of them that weren’t directly connected to one another would be so very alike just made the whole thing even harder to credit.

It was strange to her that in her reading on the hidden courtyards of Jericho, she’d never heard about any of them linked together…. but she realized she wasn’t trapped. There were doors that opened into the buildings. They were probably locked, and even if they weren’t, most of them probably they led into place she had even less business being that were dark and probably run down, but not all the buildings were abandoned.

In fact, she realized to her profound relief, she knew one of them was occupied and that the occupants were very likely home and awake.

She headed back into the courtyard where the balcony had the open door, planning out what she would say: Hey, can someone help me? I’m afraid I’m a little lost…

Okay, it would sound weird, but when their backyard was a maze they were probably used to dealing with lost people, people who wandered in and couldn’t find the way out. People looking for a shortcut late at night, or people who were curious about what was behind an iron gate that was left unlocked.

Lost people…

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~5.15~

Laurie didn’t stop to look around the latest courtyard like she had the others… she headed straight for the nearer and more open of the two openings she saw leading out of it, the further one being another covered passageway.

When she could clearly see that her first choice wasn’t going to take her to a street, she went back to the passageway. It lacked lanterns or any other light, but an outdoor fireplace with a design that vaguely resembled the Olympic torch was visible on the other side of it, with a limestone wall on the other side of it.

No street that way.

Her first thought was that she’d wandered into a really strangely laid out neighborhood, with an unusual density of big residential buildings clustered around each other. Her next thought was that buildings didn’t work like that… they could rub shoulder to shoulder, but in a modern American city they’d have to front on a street for emergency access and fire control purposes if nothing else, didn’t they? And they were all different buildings that were enclosing her… she could see that clearly.

She headed back the way she had first come, the spooky part of her brain… the part she blamed for her being out there in the first place… telling her that everything would have shifted around and she’d never find the way out. But the lighted fountain was still there, and a passage with lanterns and an iron grate in the floor and a puddle still took her back to the first courtyard, with a bench and a stagnant little bird bath.

Iron grate, she thought. The way she’d come in from the street had been closed off with an iron gate at the end. She had gone out the wrong way after all, she realized to her relief… fooled by a similar but not identical passage. She could have laughed at her foolishness…

And she might have, if there had been any other passage there.

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~5.14~

Laurie stepped out from beneath the archway and immediately turned left to head back down the sidewalk, towards better lit streets. She stopped in her tracks when she realized she was looking at a wall an aged and moss-covered wall a short distance ahead.

Even though there are few things less actually startling to be startled by when you are walking at a moderate pace than a wall some distance away, she let out a little yelp, as she was still quite keyed up from thinking spooky thoughts.

While she caught her breath and mentally commanded her heart to behave more reasonably, she turned and looked around, thinking she must have wandered down the wrong covered alley… had there been more than one? There must have been, because she was in another courtyard now. This one was longer and narrower across. It had a fountain that was still undrained and running despite the early freeze a few nights before. It burbled away. A soft orange electric light under the water made the narrow space seem less spooky than it might have been, especially considering that Laurie had not at all expected to stumble into it.

On the second floor and third floors of the buildings surrounding the open space, there were a few dim lights on. A sliding door stood open behind a wrought iron railing, a gauzy curtain moving slightly with the air. It seemed this space was not as abandoned as the other one had been. She decided not to linger, and also not to retreat back to where she wasn’t supposed to be, in case somebody was watching. There was a gap in the wall at the end of the courtyard farthest from where she’d come out, a space between two buildings. Laurie figured that this courtyard was simply not completely enclosed. She headed for that opening thinking she’d find herself on the street within a block of where Marnie had left her company.

Instead, she found a third courtyard.

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~5.13~

She waited there, standing motionless in the dark courtyard… waiting to see if something dramatic would present itself dramatically moments after she resigned herself to the impossibility of any such thing happening.

When moments turned into seconds and nothing had happened, Laurie began to feel both cold and foolish. Whether she felt it was enough or not, it seemed as though her adventure truly was over. She would fall back on going to the Mile Mall and maybe look for a museum or something the next day so that her vacation wouldn’t seem like it was wasted… though she had gotten exactly what she’d come for.

She turned off the camera and put it in her bag, taking one last look around the lonely night garden. As she did, she felt a touch of something again… a sense of something both timeless and ageless, something otherworldly and hyper-real, something numinous. Before the girl vanished, she might have thought of the feeling as supernatural, but now that she had a better benchmark she recognized it as just a feeling… she was in an old place, alone, at night, and she was letting herself get creeped out.

She shouldered the bag and turned to leave, heading for the passageway that would lead her out. This time, less eager to see where it lead, she paid more attention itself: the unevenly worn bricks of the wall that caught the lanterns’ light with jutting corners, making it a tangle of shadows, the cracked flagstones beneath her feet, the iron grate set in a low space in the ground. There was a small standing puddle inches trapped in a depression inches away from it.

The glimpse of darkness beneath the iron grate gave her an odd frisson: a dark passage underneath the dark passage, a secret place hidden inside a secret place.

If she were really adventurous, she’d be an urban explorer instead of standing in somebody’s yard in the dead of night.

But she wasn’t, it seemed.

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~5.12~

From the moment she’d made up her mind to come to Jericho, Laurie had worked to prepare herself for anything from disappointment to exultation to outright terror. It had been disappointment that she’d worked on the hardest… the idea that she’d waste her vacation time and her savings on traveling to a strange city and then having nothing happen had seemed so eminently possible. She’d told herself she wouldn’t be too greedy or too skeptical, that even if she stood in a courtyard or a graveyard or an abandoned building at night and nothing happened outwardly she’d accept the experience of being there and be satisfied.

She probably could have, too. Many people are better at justifying a disappointing purchase to themselves than they are admitting it was a waste.

What she hadn’t been prepared for was such a pure anti-climax. It made her whole trip seem like some lame shaggy dog story. Something had happened, something fleeting and real, but mostly fleeting… she hadn’t realized it until it was over. She’d come all the way to the east coast for that?

“Hello?” she said again, just to be sure. She thought about calling the girl’s name, but then she realized she hadn’t caught it. “Is this some sort of a joke?”

In voicing the possibility, she almost convinced herself it was… after all, it seemed so possible. People didn’t just vanish like ghosts.

Ghosts might, though.

She shivered at the thought. What else did you call it, though, when you were talking to somebody in a “spooky” place and then they just up and disappeared? A lot of the hauntings Laurie had read about had only mentioned odd sights and sounds, feelings of “presence”… it was only in older stories, wider-circulated and of a more questionable provenance, that she encountered the ghostly hitchhikers, the helpful strangers who couldn’t be found, and other such persons.

Viewed that way, it seemed like this experience should be more than enough for her.

Was it?

No.

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~5.11~

“Um, hello?” Laurie said, looking back at the spot where the girl had been sitting.

She was gone.

“Hello?” Laurie repeated, louder. She had to stop herself from calling out. You’re not supposed to be here, Laurie, she chided herself. “Um… are you still with me?” she asked, after a brief pause in which she grappled for the girl’s name and realized that she’d never gotten it.

Tiny cold prickles of fear climbed up her skin. She fought them off… it was not the time to panic. The girl was just playing a joke. She’d padded off somewhere in her bare stocking feet while Laurie had been distracted, in order to make her think that something eerie and otherworldly had happened.

Either that… or…

Laurie took a cautious step, intending to check behind the bushes by the bench. Dry leaves crunched under her foot. She looked down and realized that the ground all around the stone bench was blanketed with them. It was exceedingly unlikely that the girl could have managed to creep across them with catlike tread, shoeless or not, and not make a sound.

Laurie looked at the camera in her hand. For a moment she had the impulse to point it at her own face, recite her name and the time and date, and report that she was witnessing a supernatural event. She didn’t, though. She told herself that it would be disrespectful, that she might jinx things somehow… but mostly she was afraid she’d look foolish on camera. There was already a timestamp on the video. All she had to do was upload it, slap on an intro, and anybody who watched it would get the idea: in the courtyard at night, the girl and her talking, and then she was gone.

Except… she wasn’t sure she’d actually caught the girl on the camera. And even if she had, she’d vanished while Laurie was looking away. It would have been the easiest thing in the world to fake.

Shit.

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