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~6.3~

Out on the street, the woman discovers that picture IDs aren’t actually all that hard to come by. The only problem is that all the IDs she finds have pictures of other people on them, as well as names that doubtless belong to someone else. She isn’t sure that she has a name, but none of the ones she finds on the little rectangular cards ring a bell, and in any event it could only be through the wildest and most incredible of coincidences that her name would appear on a card where the face and all other particulars match the person whose pocket it was removed from.

For a moment, she thinks her troubles are over when she discovers a library card in someone’s wallet, but then she realizes that it, too, has a name on it… a name that perhaps the new usurping librarian could recognize as belonging to someone else. The woman isn’t sure whether she has a name or not… she’s not even entirely clear on what her face looks like… but she is fairly confident that if she does, it is not Robert C. Doniff.

She removes another ID card from another pocket, and then instead of discarding it like the rest she taps the owner of the face, name, and card on the shoulder.

“Excuse me,” she says.

“Yes?” the man asks.

“Can you tell me where you got this from?” she asks, holding out his card.

“What… did you find that on the ground?” he asks.

“Is that where they come from?” she asks. “How do you know when you’ve found the right one? Do you need a mirror?”

“Are you asking me where you get a driver’s license?” he asks, taking it back from her.

“I suppose I am,” she says. “Or any picture ID with my address. on it.”

“You have to go to the DMV,” he says.

“Are they open after sunset?”

“Are you nuts? It’s the DMV. They’re barely open after sunrise.”

Posted in Arc 06.

~6.2~

The sun goes down on the public library.

A woman with soft brown eyes and tawny-colored hair hurries from around the side of the front stairs up to the main doors. She pulls them open and walks in to an almost empty floor. The reference desk is empty. No one is sitting at any of the tables or reading desks. A librarian behind the circulation desk is straightening things up. She looks up at the sound of the door.

“Hi,” she says. “We’re going to be closing in ten minutes. If you know what you need or there’s something that I can help you find quickly…”

“That can’t be right… you’re open until seven,” the woman says. “Where’s Linda? She’s usually here until close…”

“I’m afraid Linda doesn’t work here any more,” the librarian tells her. “She got cut, and so did our hours. It… well, it sucks. Some of the branches are shutting down completely. Mine did. This is way out of my way, but I’m one of the lucky ones, you know?”

“What about the extended hour nights?” the woman says. “I can’t get in here before sundown. If I want to have any time at all to read…”

“Gone,” the librarian says. “You’ll just have to try to get here earlier.”

“But I can’t!” the woman protests.

“Then you’ll have to hurry in, pick out your books, and check them out,” the librarian says. “Or complain to the city. I don’t know what good it’ll do, but honestly, the more people who let the council know how much this stinks, the better, as far as I’m concerned.”

“I don’t have a library card.”

“Are you a resident?” the librarian asks. “If you are, then I can get you one for free. If not, there’s a small fee. Well, slightly larger now.”

“I’m a resident,” the woman says.

“Okay, then I just need a picture ID with your address on it,” the librarian says.

“I… I guess I’ll be back tomorrow.”

Posted in Arc 06.

~6.1~

The sun sets on Jericho.

The ground slopes from west to east. The buildings, too. The buildings on the west side are not just built on a higher plane. The tall buildings are taller. The small buildings are less small. From a rooftop vantage point down in the east side looking up and around the city to the west, it rises up like the rows of seats in a great amphitheater.

The city rises. The sun sets. Long shadows slant downwards, running through canyons of concrete and brick and glass and steel. The sunlight touches the high points: a bronze eagle grasping the ball of a flagpole in its talons, a gilt statue of blinded justice on top of a granite courthouse, the steepled bell tower of an east end church, its rooftop bristling with gargoyles.

These statues cast long shadows in the evening, longer than most people knew.

Tucked away in an artificial valley is an old public library, one of the oldest buildings standing in the city. Flanking its broad steps are a pair of pedestals. One of them is empty, its inhabitant having been lost to the effects of ice and cracks decades before. On the other one is the figure of a stone lion with the face and breasts of a woman… a sphinx. For a few weeks every year near the beginning of winter, the sun’s fading light falls on the statue each evening.

Daylight slips away. The shadow of an eagle perched on top of a flagpole is swallowed by larger shadows of the city. There’s a faint sound of fluttering wings and a shrill cry.

The sun slips off of the golden statue of justice. Its shadow disappears. A tapping sound echoes down the darkening streets as a woman in a hooded sweatshirt sweeps the sidewalk in front of her with a cane.

The sun sets on the just and the unjust alike, on Jericho’s citizens of flesh and blood and those of shadow and stone.

Posted in Arc 06.

~5.28~

In an upscale apartment on the other end of town from the spot where Laurie had walked out of the world, a committee had managed… after several hours of reasoned discussion carefully laid out in accordance with a set agenda… to produce at least as much confusion and indecision as she had dredged up all on her own.

“People, people,” Wow said, waving her hand for attention. She’d actually brought a gavel but had long since snapped the handle in frustration. “We need some order…”

“We need more witches,” one of the other attendants said.

“That’s why we’re here,” Wow said. “To come up with a plan…”

“I don’t know what’s wrong with a good, old-fashioned apprenticeship,” someone said. “That’s how I learned the craft. That’s how my teacher learned it, and her teacher before her.”

“That’s all well and good, but if we each start teaching one newbie now it’ll be years before we’re back up to our strength before the attacks,” Wow said. “We need…”

“You can’t mass-produce magic,” someone objected.

“Magic isn’t taught, it’s experienced… we need to seek out those who’ve been…”

“Seek inward, not outward. We have the power we need within ourselves.”

“Such arrogance. The stars will guide us to the one who will save us…”

“Oh, that’s been done already!”

“It’s all been done. The wheel turns on, the cycle begins anew.”

Wow threw up her hands, then turned to look at her sister, who’d been sitting there quietly the whole time. She didn’t expect much from Woe on a day to day basis… apart from Woe’s peculiarities, the two of them could not coexist in the same place peacefully for long. But when Woe said that she would do something, it generally carried the weight as any other time that she declared something would happen. It wasn’t so much a promise as a prophecy.

“Well?” Wow said.

“Well enough, thank you.”

“I thought you said you’d help me recruit,” Wow said.

“I did,” Woe replied.

Et fini.

Posted in Arc 05.

~5.27~

“So… I’ve got two choices,” Laurie said. “Stop or go. If I don’t want the magic to stop, I just have to keep going… but I don’t know what will actually happen if I do that.”

Woe stood there, saying nothing while she reasoned aloud.

“But… I don’t know what will happen if I don’t,” Laurie said. “I mean, even if it were safe to assume that I could get out of here without any kind of misadventure and go back home to my normal life, I don’t know what’s going to happen tomorrow or the day after that. No matter how monotonous it seems… or secure… things are really not more certain outside this maze than they are inside it. I’ve spent most of my life trying to minimize risks, trying to control my exposure to danger.”

She laughed to herself.

“I read this book once… Conjure Wife, by Fritz Leiber,” Laurie explained. “It’s kind of dated and sexist, but also kind of timeless in a depressing way. The idea was that all women are witches, though most don’t talk about it. According to the book, we… or they, the women in this fictional version of the world… all do spells as to protect themselves and their husbands, try to advance the men’s careers. It’s like ‘behind every good man’ mixed with a lot of old-fashioned misogynistic wisdom fearing. But we all do have little rituals, don’t we? Lock your doors, look both ways, don’t go here after dark, don’t go there alone. We come up with all these little taboos, and if somebody gets struck down we assume they broke one, because that means we are still safe. She wore a short skirt… she had it coming…”

“Seldom went such grotesqueness with such woe,” the girl recited. “I never saw a brute I hated so; he must be wicked to deserve such pain.”

“Is that a poem?” Laurie asked her.

“I think it must be,” Woe said. “The first parts rhymed.”

Posted in Arc 05.

~5.26~

“Is that what you are?” Laurie asked. “A witch?”

“That’s what they call us,” Woe said. “Because they’re afraid of us.”

“I remember reading that the root word of ‘witch’ means ‘wise’,” Laurie said.

“Yes,” the girl said, nodding. “It does.”

“So, then… it’s not just about being feared,” Laurie said.

“You’re right,” Woe said. “It’s about being feared for your wisdom. If they fear you for something else, they’ll call you another name instead.”

“I suppose it’s some comfort when you hear words like that, knowing that you’re wise, anyway.”

“Not really,” Woe said. “Because you have to know that you’re not wise, no matter what anyone else says. The first magic…”

“…is knowing nothing,” Laurie said. She sighed. “I remember, yeah. But there has to be something in being a witch… power, security, something. What exactly do I get out of it?”

“You’re the one who wanted it,” Woe said.

“It’s just… I want to know that I’m doing the right thing,” Laurie said. “Not morally, right for me… I don’t want to do something immoral, but… if I’m going to be changing my life, I want to know that things are going to be better.”

“Do you want certainty, then?”

“I don’t know what I want!” Laurie replied. “I just want to know what to expect.”

“If you don’t know what you want, then why does it matter what you expect?”

“I don’t know.”

“See?” Woe said. “You do have some natural talent for this.”

“So… say I do want to be a witch,” Laurie replied. “What do I have to do?”

“Don’t you know?”

“No,” Laurie said. “And don’t tell me that’s a good start!”

“You’re walking down a path,” Woe said. “You’ve just figured out where it leads. If you don’t want to end up there, you have to stop. Go back. Get off the path. Get on another.”

“So… I just keep going, then?” Laurie asked. “Wandering. For how long?”

“Until you get there,” Woe said.

Posted in Arc 05.

~5.25~

The girl’s voice sounded very sad, very small as she said that… she sounded at once completely empty and yet also full of woe.

What does a wind blow, Laurie thought to herself, if it blows no good?

Bad?

That seemed less than poetic, somehow. Evil? Evil was something that people did. Unfortunate things could happen, terrible things… but they weren’t evil.

So what did the east wind blow for people, if it blew no one good?

Bad luck, maybe. Misfortune. Sorrow.

Woe,” Laurie said. “Your name is Woe. Is that… that’s your name.” She had almost asked if she was right, but of course, that wasn’t the point of the exercise. “I name you Woe. You seem very woeful to me.”

The girl nodded solemnly, gravely.

“Is that a good name for you?” Laurie asked her.

“It works,” the girl said.

Laurie waited for her to say something more, or to do something, but the girl just stood there, statue-still.

“So… now what?” Laurie asked.

“Do you still not know?”

“I don’t know anything,” Laurie said again.

“Well.. what do you want to do?”

“I want to do something exciting,” Laurie said. “Something magical.”

It hit her as she said this that she had been doing something that could fit that description since she first wandered into the maze of courtyards. It just hadn’t been quite what she’d expected, and she hadn’t reacted to it the way she’d always imagined that she would if she encountered something wondrous and inexplicable.

The problem was that even if the world was a strange and magical place, she herself was neither strange nor magical. She was simply herself: ordinary and somewhat prone to fear.

“No, strike that,” she said. “I want to be someone exciting. I want to be someone magical. Someone like you.”

“Someone like me?” Woe repeated.

“Well, not exactly you,” Laurie said. She didn’t say “someone a little happier.” That seemed rude. “But magical, like you.”

“You want to be a witch?”

Posted in All Chapters, Arc 05.

~5.24~

The girl said nothing, but just stood there staring at Laurie, as still as could be… as still as a statue, as she had been when Laurie had first noticed her.

“Let’s see,” Laurie said. “Eurus is a Greek name,” she said, repeating her earlier observation with more confidence. It didn’t just sound Greek, it was Greek. She was sure that she remembered the name from somewhere. The name had to be a clue. The girl said so little… that meant the smallest things she said could be important.

Considering the range of subjects Laurie had studied in passing academically, it could very easily have been a character from a play, a philosopher, or a figure from mythology… but whoever Eurus had been, he certainly hadn’t been a stand-out.

Not a main character. Not an important figure.

Mythology seemed unlikely. Greek mythology was all about importance, self and otherwise. Everybody had his or her role to play, especially the “his” roles. She couldn’t swear to being able to recognize all nine of the muses or all the names of the various nymphs, but male deities hadn’t usually had to suffer the indignity of a group identity. They’d been afforded individuality.

Then it came to her… a visual memory of a half sheet of paper on a pressboard desk top. It had been a quiz, in some high school class… it could have been history, it could have been something related to drama or literature. She didn’t remember that. She just remembered the questions: the nine muses, the three graces, the three fates.

The four winds.

“The west wind,” she said. “No, wait. That’s Zephyr, the gay one. East. Eurus is the east wind. I don’t remember any stories about Eurus.”

“Few people do,” the girl said.

“It’s supposed to be unlucky,” Laurie said. “Like the saying, I guess… you know, ‘an ill wind that blows no good’.”

“I met an ill wind once,” the girl said.

“Oh?”

“It dropped a house on me.”

Posted in All Chapters, Arc 05.

~5.23~

“Well, then,” the girl said to Laurie, “I guess you know what you have to do, then.”

“What?” Laurie asked. “What do I have to do?”

“Oh… I thought you knew,” the girl said. She sounded disappointed.

“Look, I don’t know anything,” Laurie said.

Her voice was getting louder, less controlled. It echoed off the walls of the buildings around them. It wasn’t that she was no longer at all concerned by the thought that she might be discovered trespassing in somebody’s courtyard. It was simply that other emotions were rising up within her, conflicting with that anxiety.

“Well… that’s the first thing,” the girl said.

“What’s the first thing?”

“Knowing nothing,” the girl said.

“Is this a philosopher thing?” Laurie asked her.

“I think over here, they’re called sorcerers,” the girl said. “I’m pretty sure I heard that somewhere. I don’t know, though… and that’s what’s important. It’s the first magic.”

“Not knowing things… is magic?”

“Of course,” the girl said. “But I don’t have to tell you this. You said: it’s like there’s a door, and there could be anything behind it. As long as you don’t know, anyway. As soon as you find out…” She stuck out a closed fist, then turned it over and opened it, revealing… nothing. “Poof. Nothing. Or not anything terribly interesting anyway.”

“What’s your name?” Laurie asked.

“It could be anything,” the girl said.

“What is it, though?”

“It could be… Eurus,” the girl said. She enunciated the “eu” sound very clearly.

“That sounds Greek,” Laurie said. “It also sounds like a boy’s name. But that’s not your name, is it? It could be your name, but so could anything.”

The girl nodded.

“Name me,” she said.

“Is this a test?” Laurie asked.

“It could be.”

“What happens if I fail it?” Laurie asked.

“Anything could happen,” the girl said. “You don’t know.”

“This is a magic thing, isn’t it?” Laurie asked. “Naming.”

“You don’t know?” the girl prodded her.

“Then I guess it is.”

Posted in All Chapters, Arc 05.

~5.22~

“I think the real question is, what are you most afraid of?” a voice said from behind Laurie. She turned to find the girl in the striped socks standing there. By the light of the upstairs windows, it was more apparent that her hair was dyed green.

“Certainty,” Laurie said. “Finding out.”

“Finding out what?” the girl asked.

“I don’t know,” Laurie said. “It’s like there’s this door, and I’m afraid to open it, not because of what’s behind it but because of what might be behind it… the potential, you know.

“No one is really afraid of opening the door… not unless there’s something they’re afraid of finding. So the question is, what are you most afraid of?”

“I don’t know,” Laurie said. “I am afraid, but I can’t think of anything… it’s almost like… like I’m too grown up to be. But I don’t want to be.”

“So what are you more afraid of: you open up the door and you find out there is something there, or you open up the door and find out that there isn’t?”

“I don’t know,” Laurie said again. “I mean, I came all the way out here… I blew my vacation time and my travel money, and I got myself all psyched up… I don’t want there to be nothing. I want there to be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and fairies in the garden, and… even trolls under bridges. Ghosts in haunted houses.”

“And witches?”

“Them, too,” Laurie said. “I just… I want there to be something to believe in.”

Magic?”

“If you want to call it that,” Laurie said. “Sure. Para…”

“Why be like that, if that’s what you want?” the girl asked. “Do you want it, or don’t you?”

“I… I guess I do.”

“Then why do you want out?” the girl asked. She pointed at the balcony. “You can end this at any time. Do you want it to end?”

“No,” Laurie said. “I don’t.”

Posted in All Chapters, Arc 05.